I realised that pretend to be happy is a difficult's thing..

I don't know when can I stop to pretend it..

I just felt so unwell while I unhappy..

I don't know whether I am right or wrong..

What I know is I can't pretend for forever and ever..

It felt so strange..

Because that was not real me..

I am moody now..

But I don't know who else can I tell..

I don't know whether they will spread it or not..

I scare been betray again and again..

I can't even know which path is right or wrong..

I don't know which path should I take..

I don't want regret on my final decision..

I hate it !!!

Who can help me to choose which path should I take??

I am moody !!!

I hate that feeling..

I wish I can change into real me..

I should be happy today..

Because tomorrow is my big day..

I want happy tomorrow..

But not only tomorrow..

I want always..

Forever and ever..

Happiness..

I will be back !!!

Where am I ??

Where am I ??

I am lost......

I am tired to find myself..

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I hope tomorrow will better than today..